Monday, April 09, 2007
trying to gain control of myself before i go mad.
i felt like i needed wild grass to keep my mind off things but i don't want to. irony
ended up drinking chocolate malt drink a.k.a milo
not very helpful though.
just hope tonight granny doesn't come down and show me her fury again..
damn it..why the thoughts keep coming back. whether it is the truth or not, i just want to get rid of them so i can keep a clear mind.
felt like i could trust my own senses but then some part of me thinks the other way round.
i guess i'm just thinking too much and this has to stop before it drives me nuts
emo is the word, not sentimental
posted at 11:54 AM
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