Thursday, April 05, 2007
hello, welcome everyone back here to read about a piece of my life again..before i begin, my cat is eyeing my dinner, i have to be double careful before the rice goes missing..haha..anyway..random la...just another day..at work at hougang mall shouting like a lunatic at people who don't give a fuck about what i am promoting..just bunch of fuckers but this job gave me a chance to take a look at how fast the society is evolving...
anybody need the secret to immortality? i've got it all here for free..haha..yes free
time:2335 hour
duration without sleep: 39 hours 35 min and still counting..
what's in my mind: bunch of fuck up illusions or things that might not be true and some memories like the dark chocolate
let me be more specific, the time without sleep is true still counting, i am not in some kind of sick competition that competes who can go without sleep for the longest. since yesterday morning 8 am i have been working, chatting, everything but no sleeping..haha...i even went for a jog..kinda long distance jog with bose..thanks man..thanks for pacing, owe u one..haha..
before it slips my brain, special thanks to xt for the short company tonight, thanks ah..haha..haven meet up with her for a while, so kinda nice to catch up on things..and i almost miss my stop home cause i was in deep thoughts...
my mind is getting kinda messed up..must be influence of doris...mad woman..better stop listening to her mad mad comments here an there...it's getting into my brain and it is not helpin at all...fuck it
the 2nd part of this secret: let ur mind b as messed/f**ked up as possible
yes...my mind is in some kind of a mess...hard to clean up..let's see if anyone can decifer the following:
the weed has stop swaying
it wants to grow into the tree..
is it the fact that opposite attracts that make the weed feels happy or does it make it feel sader?
i just feel messed up..in my mind only..my thoughts are like mad scenes....relax...i tell myself, but i just failed..damn it..please get the noise in my head off...
the weed mower has choose to not to respond..is it cause it has a new interest to mow on? like at this time now mowing it?
just fucked up...and the song keeps playin in my mind with the only 2 english words pounding over and over in my mind...silent..jealousy..
posted at 8:30 AM
name:wen an
a.k.a:stopper, arthur
age:--
love music, frens, parents lots
love my family
love music
respect & cherish my friends
respect & will nvr 4get squadmates from spitfire
love to bring a smile to everyone
comics, anime..MUSIC
mostly english songs, some chinese songs
basketball, some degree of bowling and pool (no swim wear required)
those who act clever when they r simply dumb
money loving bastards
endless rain fall on my heart, let me forget all of the hate and all of the sadness
Come to decide that the things that I tried
Were in my life just to get high on
When I sit alone come get a little known
But I need more than myself this time
YOU DON'T KNOW
WHERE YOU'RE GOING TO GO
YOU'LL SEE BLUE SKY
TIME AFTER TIME
I TRY TO FIND MYSELF
I buried myself aive on the inside