Wednesday, May 30, 2007
here i am, face it.
i am disgusted bymyself for everything now
let this blog be a mirror that reflects my disgusting things so that i will know.
last night, i think about it now, i am disgusted by myself. to whatever happen at where, i don't give a damn who was i or what. i feel disgusted by myself.
wen an, get a fuckin awake of yourself, before you lose yourself totally. i need to fucking wake me up befor ei end up like a thrash which i belief it might be soon if i dun learn to find myself.
WAKE THE FUCK UP!
to anyone reading this, be it, have anything i have done to you or not, i am apologising for my disgusting state. my very terribly state of disgustingness.
i am sorry for everything. to everyone.
after my common test, i will be away for a period of time. uncontactable. i will use this time to go on a holiday or just go somewhere, where i will find myself again. really, sincerely find myself and get rid of my disgusting sight once and for all.
just like what it was said in my previous blog, a promise to myself is another thing. no cold blanket can wet me down.
to my disgusting self, you are a disgace to yourself and a disgrace to your frens. you are disgusting more then anything, read this and get the fuck.
you are getting hopeless and it isn't the right way.
it may sound so emo, but the fact remains the fact, i am disgusted bymyself and i am not intending to talk about this after my common test. here i lay my mind down and stare at my disgusted sight. let thig be the last time i am seeing it. bye bye disgust and fuck off.
posted at 11:52 PM
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