Wednesday, May 30, 2007
a promise is made to myself no matter i am with who, a promise to myself to end all, i will.
please pardon me for all my wrong doings within this period.
i look into the mirror and found not myself. i am lost, no matter how lost i have become, i just want people to know, i am learning to find myself back.
back, i want myself back.
every nonsense will stop, will end. just let my life continue like it is and it will be back to normal. a promise to myself not others.
redwan ali, would you be there is a nice song. strong sentimental lyrics. but just that sometimes some lyrics of some song will mess with your mind for awhile, but that's normal for such a nice songs.
i need more songs, specially from ht. his genre of songs is wide or whatever the word is to describe.
feeling kinda emo today cause some thoughts crashed into me suddenly. but nvm, i know by mugging the day away would make me feel better and find myself for a while.
to see peopel asking me stop is hurting thing, so i should stop hurting them and myself.
posted at 7:42 PM
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