Monday, September 17, 2007
this will be the last blog i shall have in this blog.
father, you have taught me well. i am proud to have u as my father. and i have learn alot of valuable things from you. father, though you have not seen my blog..but what i have told you, you have heard before when you are in coma..
dad, i dedicate the song tears from x-japan to you, it is a sad tune but remember wherever whenever, dry your tears with love. there is a part sang in english that goes like this
loneliness your silent whisper
fills a river of tears
through the night
memory you never let me cry
and you, you never said good-bye
sometimes our tears blinded the love
we lost our dreams along the way
but i never thought you trade your
soul to the fates
never thought you'ld leave me alone
time through the rain has set me free
sands of time will keep your memory
love everlasting fades away
alive within your beatless heart
dry your tears with love
dry your tears with love
my father, you taught me to be a serious man..i will never forget this 17 years with you around in my life. dad, father how i may greet you, you are always that someone for me.
i look through the photos we took when i was an infant..how i wish we could share such moments again. at sis graduation, me, sis mum and you..that picture will be my favourite. i will keep it for life
i felt comfort because i had you as my father who has been teaching me the right morals. i felt comfort because i rushed back and able to spend a week with you before you left for heaven.
during the wake, i felt that you are still here and you will come back even though the cover has been lowered.. then i tell myself i dun wan to lie to myself. on the last day of the wake, i woke up with tears in my eyes. i dun want you to leave. but you must leave to heaven.
when my hands was on the car, i felt that i had so many many things i want to tell you before you really leave..but all i can do is to keep tellin you to go in peace.
at mandai, i called your name in tears when you are being sent into flames..i wish you could hear my saddness..
father you really taught me well and i am proud to have inherited your genes of making friends.
dad, i love you and cherish you with all i have. i am grown up enough. it is a hard process but i will still grow up because i don't want you to worry . you will be alive within our heart
father rest in peace, for you will be remembered and cherished for life. your son will fulfill what he promised. whatever success i have, it will be entitled to you, my father.
dad, we love you
tan khiam hock, my loving father,
20 january 1953- 18 september 2007
posted at 11:50 PM
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